Good to go!

Hi everyone! I don't have much time so I'll give a quick update!
My blood test (LDH levels and all) came back normal! I am going to see my doctor again in a month to get whatever vaccinations I'm not up to date on. I'm not crazy about going again in a month, but I know he wants to monitor the lump still, and I know he wants me to have a flu shot. And it's been decided that unless it's an emergency, any test he wants to do CAN WAIT until after the wedding. I'm not putting myself through any unncessary, stressful situations that could potentially be avoided.
I'm breathing again. ::Me ... breathing::
I THOUGHT it was going to be OK, but time and time again, I've learned that I don't know until I know.
Ok, so now it's time for me to focus on this weekend! My bags are packed and I'm ready to go! Bachelorette to commence TOMORROW! Have a great (early) weekend everyone!
I have to remember, when I get shaky and can't sleep and get agitated with the world while waiting for test results, that it probably will be OK, that things always work out how they're supposed to, and that G-d's got my back through all this. Sure, this week hasn't been pleasant. That's an understatement actually. But I'm OK now and I've got fun on the brain ... nothing else.
Here's to an amazing weekend with my best friends, and for Sean to have an amazing bachelor weekend with HIS best friends! Let us both (and all involved), have a safe, fun, incredible, memorable weekend.
I got through this last waiting period. It wasn't easy. It was hard on my body, my mind. It wore on my soul. But all that matters now is that I'm OK. I'm OK now and I'm moving forward.
Let's do this weekend!
Love,
Marjie